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Straight after exams, I knew deep down in my heart that I wouldn't do well. And during holiday period, I'd been thinking about my hardwork and the results that I will be getting. Sometimes, the effort that I put in just doesn't seems to be proportional with the results. Well...Guess I am depressed by the situation very much indeed. I blame no one but myself.



Results released few days before 2009. It was indeed a surprise that I managed to passed everything. But disappointed for several subjects that suppose to score well, but didn't score well. My juniors seems to encountered the same problem as mine. They couldn't do well for their first examinations in NTU. Well, I have plenty of experiences in scoring badly for my past exams, so I simply gave them some guidances and encouragement. To my surprise, I was told that I am very brave, and amazed by the courage that I had to move on, even though I failed so many times. Hm...didn't expect that I can be a blessing to others with my 'failing' experiences...haa. I've seen even greater warriors that have even greater courage than mine. Jessica, Ailing, HuiXuan...I am nothing compare to them.



It is my 4th year in EEE, and my last semester going to start soon. But I am not going to let buzyness to take away my passion and enthusiam in doing what I wanted to do in life. Church, dance, automobile, sports, friends...They is a price to pay in order to achieve that...and I am willing to pay for it. I am not a smart student around, but I ain't stupid either. Though I am not sure of my future yet, but what I can do now, is to finish my last lap in NTU, and make sure I finish it well :)